迷失了自己

现在的我就像是
在迷宫里迷路的小孩
不知去向
现在的我就像是
失去灵魂的活死人
生死不如
现在的我就想是
无家可归的人
没一个容纳的下我的地方

现在我的脑子一片空白
心情起伏很大
我不知道该做些什么
不清楚自己想要什么
现在的我只想
什么都不想，什么都不做
的过日子。
可是有谁会收留我这个饭桶？

理智告诉我
现在什么都不要想
读书重要
SPM考得好才重要
我能做到吗？

durian season

the best season

in malaysia

the most season i like

the fruit season

got fruits like:

durian ,langsat,rambutan,nangka....

and many more

the only thing i wan say at there is

i love u

durian

i hate her

mom i really love u
but when u force me
2 do the thing i dislike
i started 2 thinking hate u

i hate u
force me 2 go 2 school
i hate u
force 2 do housework
i hate u
when u doing or saying the mean thing that hurt me

i know what am i doing
if dun care of me form the beginning
y dun u just no need 2 care about me
i hate u
acting like u really care about ma（假到死）
just because i teachingsis the wrong thing 2 do
i dun think sis they all will 4lo my past way
they r more smarter nthan u think!!!

ireally dislike u
please stop acting care about me
that make hate u more

ps:希望你可以不要来干扰我
我现在有我想做的东西
我有自己的想法
你就不能let me go